i'll love you until my last breath takes you from me

[brokenxr0se]

last night we went to a party in salem. and a cop walks in. i freaked out cause i was drunk and thought it was cause we were making too much noise or something.
but apparently he lived there?
hahah yep, we partied at a cops house.
tonight we cristened mindys new car. deffinitely the best blunt ive ever smoked in my life.
i dont think theres been a day all week where i havent gotten completely shitfaced.
and its just making me depressed. not even about anything.
i just hate how one day everything is perfect and the next day everything is just a big mess again.
dfghjk i just need to keep filling up my time so i dont think too much. because thats what fucks me up. and ive been doing good...until now.
i hate memories
i hate having to let someone go when it feels so wrong
i hate wanting to die.
but everything is gonna be just fine
everything will be just fine