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I'm done.
I've had it. I'm done being there for everyone else, but when I need people they are no where to be seen. Why the fuck do I care so much. Why the fuck do I let people walk all over me. I'm done. I'm done with people saying they will be there for me and arn't. I need a friend, I've tried calling out. Does anyone respond? NO, yet if any one ( Read more... ) -
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Here is to moving on in life.
Today I'm going to Sign the lease for an Apartmant up in the Amherst area with my friend Kelsey. That's right I'm moving out of Longmeadow. And I'm not moving in with Ryan. I think it will be really good for me to live with someone else before I get a place with Ryan. Get the feeling of what it is like to be on my own before the two of us get ( Read more... ) -
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For those who don't read my myspace, Last Wednesday my grandmother had a stroke, and she passed away lastnight she passed away. I'm doing ok. I've got Nikki if I need her, and I've got Ryan who's been right at my side all week.
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Life.
Life has been hetic lately. My parents are really encoraging me to apply to UMass for spring semester. Gus & Paul's is really pissing me off and making me depressed. So I think its time now to move on with my life instead of later. My parents have said if I get it then we will worry about how I'm going to Afford it. I'll have to move up that ( Read more... ) -
things of realitly.
In relationships, you have to keep lines of comunication open always. If you can't talk to your partner about what you are feeling what kind of a relationship do you have? And you should be able to do that with out worring how your partner will react. I spent time with Susy today, and after the time with her I'm thinking she should really move ( Read more... )