I'm done.
I've had it. I'm done being there for everyone else, but when I need people they are no where to be seen. Why the fuck do I care so much. Why the fuck do I let people walk all over me. I'm done. I'm done with people saying they will be there for me and arn't. I need a friend, I've tried calling out. Does anyone respond? NO, yet if any one of you needed me, I would do what every the fuck I could to be there. Not any more. I've had it. I feel like I'm loosing the best thing I've had in my life for a long time, just because I found out that nothing was what I thought. I'm done. I've had it. I no longer exist to others? then they shall no longer exist to me