I just have to say I hate falling asleep in a noce warm bed, only to have to get up 3 hours later because I should be home in my cold bed, completely alone, because I have to work the next day.

Jes

I'm glad to say that I am no longer a broken angel. But part of life is learning how to put yourself back together. I've luckly found an AMAZING guy to go through the ups and downs with. And to have a relationship where the embraces have the same passion that they did in the beging after 8 months. And he also tells me to do what is best for me ( Read more... )

I've been posting for the most part in my myspace blog. no reason other then I just am. But I've decided that there are some blog posts that need to be shared here as well ( Read more... )

I want a guy who can handle the baggage I come with.-Found it ( Read more... )

I have the relationship I always dreamed of having. The boyfriend who loves me and wants what's best for me. Even if that at some point means us not being together. And unfortunetly that mean that if some things change in his life by the end of the summer, I need to move on. Telling him this made for one of the most emotional conversations the ( Read more... )

The show was amazing. Getting to see Adam live and in person, The is only one more thing I could ask and that's to have been able to get a hug from him and a picture with him. I can't complain too much because I did get the couple things I brought with me signed, and I was the last one to get anything signed ( Read more... )

And now I wonder if Ryan is ever going to get his act together. He's not doing what he has to so he can go back to school. Why can't he get off his ass and do what he has to do. I Love him. I want to be with him for the rest of my life. But he's got to start doing somthing soon, because the longer that goes like this, the more hope I loose.Jes

So I would take this as a good sign when it comes to Ryan's Family and me. I'm going to his Nephew's Baptism in a few weeks which It makes me feel good to not just have him invite me to go, but his mother invite me as well. I invited his mother and Him to my CCI graduation. Our relationship is for the most part great...Yeah I do sometimes worry ( Read more... )

I'm enjoying having Ryan home. After dealing with the bullshit that was Sunday night things are going well again. He asked me today if I could take him to check out schools this weekend. Which he knows that I'm more then willing to do. It makes me happy that he's taking the steps towards getting his life together. But at the same time, just ( Read more... )

Why do I feel that the things I say to you fall on deft ears/And why do I feel like you are more important to me then I am to you/why do I feel that if things ended I would end up more hurt, more sad, more lost then you would/and why do I feel that I care more then you do/Is it so wrong of me to want to pick you up when you've been gone for a week/ ( Read more... )