I know i know, it's been along imte since I updated last.........not much has happened really though, I bought a new PC, awesome for my gaming, World of Warcraft kicks all. It's been going on three months since I saw Sian last, sucks big time, but hopefully it won't be too much longer, it really eats me up not being with her, more then she knows I ( Read more... )

I love my new mp3 player, I just went for a walk to take some movies back and I was dancing and singing the whole way there, 30 minutes, sure I got a few odd looks, but that's because they don't have mp3 goodiness.......*nods* Uh huh. Also, it can record voices and such........so naturally the VERY first thing once I turned it on was make a voice ( Read more... )

Mwah hah hah ha ha, I have One Piecey goodness. Anyway, I bought an mp3 player today, it's just this little 1G thing from Creative, it does everything I want and more, so why, I ask myself, spend an extra $200 on an iPod? So I'm playing with that at the moment, going through my music and organising it so I can put it all on for tomorrow, yay, no ( Read more... )

Well my Pa's funeral went fine, I had to stand up and say a little piece, not my idea but I did my duty for the family. Hopefull now all that crap's out of the way, they say Trouble sires three Children, I wonder what the third child will be, unless of course my car crash was the first. Fuck there's some shit on TV these days. Turns out I ( Read more... )

Well.........last night I watched my Father's Father die. Got word he was getting worse so I caught a bus for 2hours and within an hour and a half of being at the hospital he died. He'd been suffering from recurring heart attacks and was in a coma, but he opened his eye's and his mouth twitched into a smile for a second and then his breathing ( Read more... )

I'm so proud of myself at the moment, I just got home a little while ago and realised I'd left my keys inside, everyone was fast asleep and I couldn't get in, so I walked around the house and checked all the doors to see if anyone had left one unlocked by accident. Unfortunately I was unlucky and the doors were all locked, but on the front of the ( Read more... )

Well.......first of all I crashed my car last thursday, went down a hill just after it had rained on my way to visit my girlfriend, 4 hours away, and when I went to put on my brakes my wheels just slid straight down the hill, right into the back of a nissan 1 tonne tray-back Ute. The nose of my car went right under the tray and because I tried to ( Read more... )

I hate where I am, is it normal for a parent to demand $50 a week to live in their house once you turn 18? I don't have enough money that I can just throw it at them when they waste so much of their own money. So depressed, joy. I miss Sian, the only thing that makes me happy, I've got nothing here in Brisbane. Fucking father and step-mother, ( Read more... )

Friday.......yep, on friday I'm going to the doctors, I've had enough. My sleeping still sucks but I can't care anymore, I've given up on the dream of being able to sleep well on a regular basis. Instead I'm just going to get him to prescribe me some pretty powerful painkillers, I'm talking serious shit here so I can get through a day with ( Read more... )

Three weeks, that's all I need....then everything will be done and finished....and started. Two there are, looking from the dark, seeking the sword to feed off it's knowledge, one hides but will be found, the other embraces and is granted immortality, sharing tears of blood, sweet cold kiss, neverending search, forever decieving, child of mine, ( Read more... )