I wanna know why things suck. When you lose a loved one, everyone is entitled to their time to grieve. I know this. So I've stepped aside and let my mum grieve. I've taken on the responsibility of being a mother for two days. I can't bear to see my mum in pain. It breaks my heart. But this....is harder than I thought. I feel completely alone ( Read more... )

Ok...Chapter's 16 & 17 are up now...um...I should prolly just say, if you don't agree with homosexuality or re under age to read nc17 stuff please run away! NOW! or maybe you should just run away anyway coz it kinda sucks and it's not worth reading. Yeah...its really not. I don't even think I'm gonna post it.

( run away while you can )

ok...so the stuff i forgot to post here was too big for one post...lol

( Second part... )

So, i was just reading my last post and I saw how long it's been since I posted my fic over here...lol...I think it's coz noone is commenting so I just assume its not getting read here. But I figure that I'll post what I've done so far...and then the rest as it comes. At least that way my journal will stay active. LOL

( I miss my happy SPASHLEY )

OOOOOOOOOOOOOO....I keep forgetting to post this here. Not that anyone is reading it anymore...but an update is an update

( And this is a few in one )

Wow...maybe noone is reading this...Oh well...at least I'm update right? For now anyway...lol....yeah, that wasn't funny

( I SCREWED UP...FIX ME )

Ok...so...I'm pretty sure that noone is actually reading it here...but on the off chance that someone stumbles across it and wants to read it...Hree's the next chapter.

( CHAPTER FOUR )

Hey guys...so this update is kinda long considering it's actually two parts...I just forgot that I'm posting it here too...

( not really sure what to put here this time... )

Ok...here is the next part...um, all I can say...is it's longer. At least I think it is. hmmm....ok

( the end is close )

Ok...so here's the next part....part three...chapter two...that makes no sense lol...anyway, it's shorter than the first two...but each part will get longer, i promise.

( ...if you must... )