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Ok...so here's the next part....part three...chapter two...that makes no sense lol...anyway, it's shorter than the first two...but each part will get longer, i promise.
Her body ached. She slowly opened her eyes and stretched. A painful moan escaped her mouth as she untwisted her body. She placed her hands on the floor and slowly, painfully pushed herself up. Spencer placed a hand on her dresser to steady herself. She touched her other hand to her face, and pushed her hair back. She glanced at the clock. 8:15am. Sighing, she faced her closet and pulled open the doors. She didn’t have time to just stand there. And for the first time, she was thankful for that.
“I love that top on you, Spence.” Ashley voice completely derailed Spencer’s train of thought. No matter what was on her mind, her girlfriend’s voice always made her snap back to reality.
“Thank you.” She gave her trade mark smile and motioned for Ashley to sit beside her. The brunette smiled back and straddled the wooden bench, so that she was facing Spencer. She leaned in close, placing a light kiss on Spencer’s lips.
“How are you feeling today, baby?”
“Good. Great actually. I had the best sleep.” She was lying. She hated lying to Ashley. And she figured that her brown eyes girlfriend would see straight through it.
“I’m glad to hear that.” Ashley gave Spencer a cheeky grin, and grazed the top of Spencer’s jean clad thigh with her fingertips. The contact sent a shiver down both their backs. Ashley placed her other hand on Spencer’s cheek and brought her face closer. “Very glad.” She kissed her then. Right in the school yard. The kiss was long and hard and Spencer fought every urge to pull away. She loved kissing Ashley. She loved Ashley more than anything. But after what happened to her, this felt so wrong. She tried to push the images from her head, but they wouldn’t leave. She felt Ashley’s hand move to her lower back as the kiss deepened. The brunette ran her finger along the top of Spencer’s jeans. She tore their lips apart. “Do you want to get out of here?”
Spencer saw the desire in Ashley’s eyes. And she suddenly felt it in her stomach. She wanted Ashley too. But she didn’t know how to be with her after…
“You guys should really get a room.” A male voice crashed the thought train this time. Ashley turned and greeted Aiden.
“I’m trying…” Spencer slowly turned her head and smiled weakly at Aiden.
“Hey.” She started. “We didn’t see you at the party yesterday.”
“Yeah, I was a little tired and I wouldn’t have been much fun. Anything interesting happen?”
“No, not really.” Spencer shook her head. “It wasn’t a party without you though.” She smiled weakly. Maybe this is what he’d meant, she thought. But he’d already punished her for trying to be his friend. He’d already made her bleed; there was nothing more he could do. She wasn’t going to let him beat her. She needed to be stronger now. Stronger than she was before, when it happened. But she was strong, wasn’t she? She did fight him, didn’t she? Of course she did. She wouldn’t just let this happen to her. No, she fought him, but he was stronger. She smiled at him. To let him know she wasn’t afraid. She wondered if he was. If he was even sorry for what he’d done. But what she saw in his eyes wasn’t fear, or remorse. It was something else. She turned her attention back to Ashley, back to her beautiful, caring, loving girlfriend. Spencer leaned in and kissed Ashley on the cheek. “I’ve got to get to class.” She said, standing. She moved to stand behind Ashley and leaned in to her ear. “But I’ll come find you later.” Spencer’s lip’s grazed Ashley’s ear and the brunette let out an almost silent moan. “See you later, Aiden” Spencer smiled before walking away. When she knew she was out of view, she looked at her hands. They were shaking. She sighed as her eyes slowly moistened. Blinking the tears away, she folded her hands over her chest and headed into the classroom.
Her body ached. She slowly opened her eyes and stretched. A painful moan escaped her mouth as she untwisted her body. She placed her hands on the floor and slowly, painfully pushed herself up. Spencer placed a hand on her dresser to steady herself. She touched her other hand to her face, and pushed her hair back. She glanced at the clock. 8:15am. Sighing, she faced her closet and pulled open the doors. She didn’t have time to just stand there. And for the first time, she was thankful for that.
“I love that top on you, Spence.” Ashley voice completely derailed Spencer’s train of thought. No matter what was on her mind, her girlfriend’s voice always made her snap back to reality.
“Thank you.” She gave her trade mark smile and motioned for Ashley to sit beside her. The brunette smiled back and straddled the wooden bench, so that she was facing Spencer. She leaned in close, placing a light kiss on Spencer’s lips.
“How are you feeling today, baby?”
“Good. Great actually. I had the best sleep.” She was lying. She hated lying to Ashley. And she figured that her brown eyes girlfriend would see straight through it.
“I’m glad to hear that.” Ashley gave Spencer a cheeky grin, and grazed the top of Spencer’s jean clad thigh with her fingertips. The contact sent a shiver down both their backs. Ashley placed her other hand on Spencer’s cheek and brought her face closer. “Very glad.” She kissed her then. Right in the school yard. The kiss was long and hard and Spencer fought every urge to pull away. She loved kissing Ashley. She loved Ashley more than anything. But after what happened to her, this felt so wrong. She tried to push the images from her head, but they wouldn’t leave. She felt Ashley’s hand move to her lower back as the kiss deepened. The brunette ran her finger along the top of Spencer’s jeans. She tore their lips apart. “Do you want to get out of here?”
Spencer saw the desire in Ashley’s eyes. And she suddenly felt it in her stomach. She wanted Ashley too. But she didn’t know how to be with her after…
“You guys should really get a room.” A male voice crashed the thought train this time. Ashley turned and greeted Aiden.
“I’m trying…” Spencer slowly turned her head and smiled weakly at Aiden.
“Hey.” She started. “We didn’t see you at the party yesterday.”
“Yeah, I was a little tired and I wouldn’t have been much fun. Anything interesting happen?”
“No, not really.” Spencer shook her head. “It wasn’t a party without you though.” She smiled weakly. Maybe this is what he’d meant, she thought. But he’d already punished her for trying to be his friend. He’d already made her bleed; there was nothing more he could do. She wasn’t going to let him beat her. She needed to be stronger now. Stronger than she was before, when it happened. But she was strong, wasn’t she? She did fight him, didn’t she? Of course she did. She wouldn’t just let this happen to her. No, she fought him, but he was stronger. She smiled at him. To let him know she wasn’t afraid. She wondered if he was. If he was even sorry for what he’d done. But what she saw in his eyes wasn’t fear, or remorse. It was something else. She turned her attention back to Ashley, back to her beautiful, caring, loving girlfriend. Spencer leaned in and kissed Ashley on the cheek. “I’ve got to get to class.” She said, standing. She moved to stand behind Ashley and leaned in to her ear. “But I’ll come find you later.” Spencer’s lip’s grazed Ashley’s ear and the brunette let out an almost silent moan. “See you later, Aiden” Spencer smiled before walking away. When she knew she was out of view, she looked at her hands. They were shaking. She sighed as her eyes slowly moistened. Blinking the tears away, she folded her hands over her chest and headed into the classroom.