Im out here in oklahoma now and not sure what to do. Seems as if my life is falling apart. Since ive been here ive have my heart broken twice and almost died once. And i hurt the one person i truly care about the most, badly. I wanna tell him im sorry but how do you apologize for destroying someone and putting the through all of that,and for what? ( Read more... )

I see disapointment in your eyes, along with love ( Read more... )

I MUST HAVE BEEN DRUNK WHEN I WROTE THESE- ALL THESE POEMS SUCK. I APOLOGIZE IF YOU SEE THEM

HAHAHAHAHHAAHHA

this image haunts me ( Read more... )

"love doesn't parade itself ( Read more... )

wearing a blindfold for over a year ( Read more... )

So. finding out that you care about some will find a way to knock you sideways..good saying. but finding out that you don't care about someone will find a way to make you sick to your stomach. i experienced this tonight. I love him....but not romanticly. Anyone else would have ran away into a dark corner...but not me. ha.

one i have been with for a year and some ( Read more... )

It smells like someone
took a shit took a shit
in my backpack
ive got nothing to say to you
after all the shit that we've been through
Im finally... sick of you
Your shits getting old and starting to smell
this isn't easy for me, can you tell?
Don't call or write
and keep me up all night

his hair was black
his heart was cold
to everyone else
to me he is something different
something special
a very bad incident brought us together
and its hard to say but i am actually glad
emotions are weak
when you feel nothing
everytime he smiles at me
i remember why i made this choice
this choice of no return