"They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel."

if you don't want to hear me vent, complain, etc.
THEN SCROLL OVER THIS.
okay, great.

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beautiful young woman with wisdom beyond her years kept telling me to "have faith, stay strong, and that things will get better because they have to." They have, and I can never thank her enough for telling me that everyday.

that made me cry. i am so sorry if i haven't been myself lately. i still mean it.

i am at such a crossroads right now in my life.
i talk like i've lived forever.
when in reality i'm 18 and i'm just at the beginning.
but things are kind of complicated right now.
and it's awful hard to sort it out sometimes.
some days it's crystal clear, other days it's very hazy.
stuck between a rock and a hard place.

i hate the dentist.
i think i need to find a new prom date.
i already have my prom dress.
i had to go to norwood today
to go to the dentist
my tooth feels odd.
my face was numb for like 5 hours.
i heard vanessa carlton - 1000 miles &
edwin mccain - i'll be while i was getting my tooth looked at.
it was weird.
i had an executive board meeting tonight
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i can't do this. i am misrable. i can't. but i want to. why. i need you so much right now. i need to get through this. we need to get through this. and all along i feel selfish. why does this have to happen?

"That's life. If nothing else, its life. It's real, and sometimes it fuckin' hurts, but it's sort of all we have. " - Garden State.
i honestly can't explain this weekend any better than friday night being absolutely amazing. saturday morning everything came crashing down but i have the best friends in the entire world. both michael and i do. and i ( Read more... )

you know what would be
FABULOUS?
if one of my loverly co-workers would cover my shift tomorrow.
i would REALLY appreciate it.
like you have no idea.
gah, please seriously if there is a God out there...
please let someone be able to cover my shift.
it's only three hours.
GAH.

birthday recap.
yesterday, march 13, 2006 i turned eighteen.
i woke up to my dog jumping around on my bed.
and my mother screaming "give shannon birthday kisses".
my dad came into my room waving his arms around.
and using a girly voice along with prancing around saying,
"it's shannons birthday! it's shannons birthday!"
i spilled coffee on me.
changed.
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