hearing birds when it is dark outside and you're not in bed is usually not a good sign. it means that dawn is coming. it also means that in 4 hours i will have to be at the vets holding jasper while they pull out his stiches, instead of catching up on sleep in bed ( Read more... )

wow it's been forever since i've wanted to lock the bathroom door and let lose in there until there is so much blood that it occurs to me that it is not normal and the thought makes me laugh. a nice nap afterwards would be ideal too

and i have nothing left to make all this go away

It will be joy to get up in 4 hours to go to work.  Utter joy ( Read more... )

 it's a funni place i work at.

there are days when i  walk on clouds and there are days when i cry for days on end.

do other people work at places like that?  it can't possibly be just me.

it's funni that i've migrated back at this place. maybe it's cos i made a facebook account and had all these people i've spent years running away from suddenly get ( Read more... )

Before I start this post, there is a qualification:
1.  To those who are completely and obnoxiously against pet shop puppies, I'm not interested.  I have done homework on this particular pet shop, and while I don't think pet shops are the best way to sell dogs from dogs' point of view, I'm not interested in purebreds.  At all.  That leaves backyard ( Read more... )

OMG I'm writing an entry.  I'm on my second can of red bull, having finished a 1l bottle of coke, and I'm in between caffine-induced laxative effect toilet trips.  Yes it's another all night assignment.  I don't think I've ever had any other kind.  Although this one being 4000 words and having only written 1000 of those, I should prolly not write ( Read more... )

i went back to old habits tonight.  i don't really know what prompted it and can't really be bothered thinking to figure it out.  all that matters is i ate the fridge.  then some lemon and raspberry gelati to make the journey back up taste less disgusting ( Read more... )

well, the interview was tragic.  i was dumb.  and if one more person says no you weren't, i'm going to scream ( Read more... )

i've just discovered a new obsession.  downloading sims 2 stuff. it's almost better than actual playing.  or could that be because i'm bored with the playing part.  i should really be cleaning.  parents are coming back tomorrow.  pity, i was almost starting to enjoy the lonliness.  harry potter is on.  if it wasn't for having to get up early and ( Read more... )

I should prolly start  to worry a bit, after drinking wine from a powerade bottle at work last night, but I choose not to.  It's all about denial, really.  Everything is fine fine fine fine.  I'm so sick of work.  I need something new.  It's not the place and the people, it's the monotomy.  If the hours and location weren't so perfectly suited to ( Read more... )