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Half Way There - Tearing Down the Walls!
We made it to the half way mark!
Those first few months felt very slow. Days dragged by. You couldn't tell I was pregnant. I literally wasn't telling people. It felt like a painfully slow start. Now that we are over the hump it seems as if there's not enough time to prepare for what's ahead.
I'm sure some of this has to do with the fact that ( Read more... ) -
Early News!
Yesterday I had my first appointment with a new doctor. I have to say I could not be more happy with this change. Everyone who I interacted with there was so polite, excited and informative. I have never had a male OBGYN before and I was nervous about that but he seems really comforting and experienced.
But.... when he went to listen to the baby' ( Read more... ) -
Hello Baby!
This week has been a bit exciting on the baby front. We had our first ultrasound and got to hear the heartbeat! Just now does it all finally feel REAL. It's been a very long ten weeks. Seeing the baby move around and seeing it's little heart beat was so cool! I thought I would cry. I didn't. I found it to be so facinating and amazing more than ( Read more... ) -
When Time Becomes Quicksand
Keeping the pregnancy news a secret has been SO VERY HARD. Official timeline today is 9 weeks and 2 days. As I have been down the heartbreaking road of miscarriage with many of my friends before I have decided that I am not sharing the news until after the first trimester. Ideally I would like to wait until week 14 however I know I'm not going to ( Read more... ) -
Additions... a few to speak of
Man. Oh. Man.
Have I really not posted on here since my last RANT of a post back in March? Wow. I was very emotional writing that entry and going back and re-reading I truly wish I could say here that I am a much more supportive sister-in-law at this point but ... that bitch has it coming to her . Ok that might be taking things a bit far but she ( Read more... ) -
Stranger in the mirror
I didn't realize I would feel this way.
Who is that person looking back at me when I get out of the shower. Tears running down her face? Why? For what reason? And what right do I have really?
I'm SUPPOSED to be happy for them. Right? Everyone else is.
Except happiness and joy are not the words to describe my emotions at this time. Jealousy. Anger ( Read more... ) -
RIP Corey Haim
He struggled with addiction for so many years. The movies he starred in were a huge part of my adolescent years. Oh how I Dreamed a Little Dream about this boy as a young girl.... -
83 Days.....
And counting ( Read more... ) -
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Home. Hum. Ha ( Read more... ) -
Livin' La Vida Limbo
This will be one of those posts where I truly do not know where to begin, what to focus on, what to include, what to leave out... so I'm sure it will be all over the place, somewhat boring and hard to follow. The usual for what my journal has been turning into and quite possibly a reflection on my life in general lately!
Last week we moved out of ( Read more... )