Well, it certainly has been a long time since I've updated. I haven't been too busy to do it but I just haven't felt like doing it at all I guess. Well, Sunday began another 5 days with Lauren and I separated while one stays at home being bored and the other goes off and has tons of fun. Seems like we have been trading off but she's gone for these ( Read more... )

Panama City was amazing!!! I kinda wish I were still there but then again...I'd rather be here and with my baby instead. I went to Panama City just looking forward to having tons of fun. Yet, I did not expect to get closer to God. I broke down to the lowest of lows and when that happened, I looked to the heavens and God was there to pull me back ( Read more... )

I stole this from my friend Chris. Thanks man ( Read more... )

Panama City 2004!!! Only 7 days away!! I'm so stoked about everything. I'm entered into 3 tournaments and a weightlifting competition. I'm playing in the 3-on-3 basketball tournament with my boy Brandon and his friend Colin. I have a good feeling that we are gonna win many games. Brandon is 6'5" and Colin is 6'3". Probably the two biggest guys at ( Read more... )

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How is that even possible? I love Lauren more than that!!! I'm gonna go cry now.

If yesterday wasn't enough of a wake up call for me...then I don't know if anything will ever be a wake up call for me. The full reason for the wake up call was the biggest fight that Lauren and I have had to date. Once again, I can blame myself for blowing it all out of proportion. Here's what happened: Wedensday morning around 1:30 a.m., Lauren ( Read more... )

All I can say is...How in the hell did I pull it off? I got through the length of the cruise without any communication with Lauren. Like I could have communicated with her anyways. I'm just amazed that I pulled myself through this without really having any breakdowns. I'm strong!!!! Yeah, well, whatever. Thursday night was the only time that I ( Read more... )

It has been just one day. One day that I have had absolutely no contact with the girl that I love. I am in pain. I don't know how I will last these next 4 days with out talking or seeing her. I see her picture on my computer screen, on the side of my stereo, in my wallet and in my dreams. I am a man who has realized that this isn't just a love that ( Read more... )

17. Finally 17!!! R-rated movie time!!! One more year closer to the day I officially become an adult at the age of 18. I feel like I'm already 17 but I am having to wait a little bit longer. I have 18 hours and 29 minutes left as a 16 year old!!! Whoo-hoo!! What a great 16 years I have lived, I guess. Many more years left to go but they seem to be ( Read more... )

Ahh...No more moving class to class and having to do work. Today was my last day of school at which it ended promptly at 10:56 A.M. with the "B" Lunch bell. I left school with Parker and drove over to McDonalds to eat before going home. I first got my V.O.E. so that on Tuesday I can renew my license. I have just 4 hours of school left to go through ( Read more... )