Hi there, well it has come around again...those old feelings of , do not matter and I must have GE tattooed to my forehead again. Mike always said Kelly only thinks of herself, well I see where she gets it from, in spades. Best to be unavailable for a long time. I can be walking and doing things that make me happy and not have to wonder where I ( Read more... )

Day before my birthday, and still not in the mood to care. I get to go to work and show up for therapy and visitation in Ligonier right after. Hell of a night. Yes I did get to go out with Mike on sat. and the party at Kathy's for Memorial day. But Mike and Kelly are not going with Sammi and I. I have not heard from Timmi in awhile but ( Read more... )

Why is it when things go along smoothly, somehow I will start to look at things objectively and mess it all up. I am finally seeing myself as others see me and am not very happy about any of it. I have recently started to be an invisible convenience once again. I learned long ago how to become invinsible in an abusive relationship just to ( Read more... )

Have you ever noticed that when life is going well, you are always waiting for the other shoe to drop? Things have been going well in my life lately. My son is doing well in and out of school, my daughter is working and starting her own business, my other daughter is doing very well in kindergarten. I myself am doing a job I like, and am also ( Read more... )

Hello, Hello, testing, testing, 1,2,3....