It's good to be home ( Read more... )

I'm so sick of having panic attacks. I just wish my life could go back to normal. That's what I want for Christmas: my life back.

The heart may freeze or it can burn
The pain will ease if I can learn

There is no future
There is no past
I live this moment
As my last

What a good day today was ( Read more... )

I'd almost forgotten the other great thing about being home on the Holidays. And his name is Brad.

Hokay ( Read more... )

So I went and saw "Jarhead" tonight ( Read more... )

Sometimes in life, there are just hard truths that need to be faced. And as hard as it is to do that-- ya gotta do it. Here are some cold, hard truths that I have realized recently, and am currently trying to deal with ( Read more... )

That's what I keep telling everybody. For the most part it's true. It was definitely a really rough time there for a while. My two favorite men in the world suddenly decided that they wanted nothing to do with me anymore and that hit pretty hard. It didn't help that before that happened, I was already pretty low ( Read more... )

So I was thinking ( Read more... )

It's just one of those things that can send your self esteem crashing down in flames.
I'm going to bed.