"I'm on the up & up, now"
That's what I keep telling everybody. For the most part it's true. It was definitely a really rough time there for a while. My two favorite men in the world suddenly decided that they wanted nothing to do with me anymore and that hit pretty hard. It didn't help that before that happened, I was already pretty low.
But I'm on the up & up, right?
I guess I've been doing pretty well on my own-- on the OTF front. On the personal front-- I'm working on it. And that's about the best I can say for now. I have an appointment next Tuesday and hopefully after that everything else will level itself out.
For anyone that happened to witness one of my... lesser moments, I apologize for that. I know that it can be pretty weird and scary.
But if nothing else, in the last week or so, I've seen how many people really love me and how much they are willing to help me out when I need it the most.
I was talking to my dad the other day, telling him all of this and how much my friends have helped me out recently. And he said to me, "That's right. Life isn't about anything else. It's not about Matt or Kevin. It's things like that (referring to Heather, Steve-O & Spence driving me home to GP.) That's what it's about. That's what's REAL."
But I'm on the up & up, right?
I guess I've been doing pretty well on my own-- on the OTF front. On the personal front-- I'm working on it. And that's about the best I can say for now. I have an appointment next Tuesday and hopefully after that everything else will level itself out.
For anyone that happened to witness one of my... lesser moments, I apologize for that. I know that it can be pretty weird and scary.
But if nothing else, in the last week or so, I've seen how many people really love me and how much they are willing to help me out when I need it the most.
I was talking to my dad the other day, telling him all of this and how much my friends have helped me out recently. And he said to me, "That's right. Life isn't about anything else. It's not about Matt or Kevin. It's things like that (referring to Heather, Steve-O & Spence driving me home to GP.) That's what it's about. That's what's REAL."