After asking/saying/begging for so long and then being disappointed when you don't follow through, there's not really much point in discussing it further ( Read more... )

So I passed the Juris Prudence. In fact I got 100% on it. Not too shabby ( Read more... )

OKay, so it's time to get to studying again. I took a break but it's time to buckle down and get back on it. I can take the PANCE as soon as Dec 8 - I'm not going to, I'm not ready - but I signed up to schedule it and paid for it. That's a step. Today I started on the exam blueprint and writing notes and taking tests. What I don't get is that I ( Read more... )

I've been on vacation the past week. There was loads of stuff I needed to do for school/career like build a resume, start applying for the PANCE and a TN temporary license while I apply for a real license, plus paying for all that. It's gonna be more than a $2K to get everything together. I nervous and excited and stressed out about the whole ( Read more... )

 Ok, so Chris had surgery last Tuesday, everything went fine. They did not have to explore the bone and he has been recovering well. He actually just got a job working at a call center for Sprint. I think. I'm not sure. Either way he's got this stupid schedule and works 3:30pm to Midnight. Great. First I was seeing him ALL THE TIME and now none at ( Read more... )

Almost 2 weeks ago, Chris' ankle started hurting. He didn't tell me about it but I saw it on Wednesday and it was all hot and red. He said he didn't want to worry me. I said, "Are you dumb? I work for an orthopedic surgeon at a hospital that gives elective surgery to the indigent." The next day I asked my PA about Chris and she wrote 2 Abx that are ( Read more... )

I ruminate on love ( Read more... )

 Wow. I am in a really crap-ass mood. I've been in this mood for about 3 weeks now and I'm starting to wonder if it's not just a mood, but maybe I'm really dissatisfied.

Chris is driving me nuts. WHY is it that when I ask him to do something, he says he will, and then doesn't. And then doesn't. And then I finally throw a huge fit and just do it my ( Read more... )

When you say you are going to do something and then you don't, that's not a mistake. That's a lie.

 I am still sick. I have gone through 4 boxes of kleenex and one bottle of robitussin. My chest gets irritated by the cold and by cigarette smoke and I probably need a chest x-ray. Every time I say "I'll make an appointment tomorrow," I feel a little better tomorrow.  For instance, I haven't coughed up blood-tinged sputum in like 3 weeks. Slowly ( Read more... )