i guess things are all happening at once. i went to return some the blockbuster movies and decided to pop into every store around to get job applications. i pop into eckerd's, which used to be genevose. they weren't hiring. next i hop into duane reade. the manager shows me to that computerized shit that takes the place of actual paper applications ( Read more... )

i remember.

oh so sad.

"it's destiny that we connected."

today slipped through my fingers like sand ( Read more... )

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i have officially come to the conclusion that hunter college is full of morons. i called the testing office today because i still can't register for classes and school is about to start. the woman/idiot who picked up the phone told me that i failed my math proficiency test. thanks for sending me the letter telling me like you said you would, ( Read more... )

forever an enigma.

i have issues with beginning journal entries, i've noticed. i never know exactly what to say. it's the same with school essays and all of that jazz. but being as how this was my opener i can keep going ( Read more... )

because things aren't screwy enough as is, i got a phone call from someone. he has a bad habit of popping in and out of my life at his own discretion, and it's usually poorly timed. well, either way the conversation turned out to be a rather nice one. he made me feel a little better about things and offered to make me feel really good about things ( Read more... )

i hate fighting with people i love. it makes me dizzy and makes my head spin. not to mention the fact that it makes me feel like a worthless piece of shit because they all start because of something that i did wrong. it makes me hate myself a little more. i have numerous faults and flaws. i realize this. but doesn't everyone ? is that not part of ( Read more... )

i woke up alarmed ( Read more... )