i'm an ignorant little pussy bitch.

[bluesweater]

i hate fighting with people i love. it makes me dizzy and makes my head spin. not to mention the fact that it makes me feel like a worthless piece of shit because they all start because of something that i did wrong. it makes me hate myself a little more. i have numerous faults and flaws. i realize this. but doesn't everyone ? is that not part of

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[to_the_night]

you can definitely count on me for that last line, sweetcheeks. don't rag on yourself too much, melanie. we all get a sad and pissed off and frustrated over frivolous things from time to time. and over not-so-trivial things. but, whatever. you can't let it get the best of you, you gotta make do with the shit thats on your platter, spice it up if you will. even garnish it with a little hashish from time to time. being intoxicated is a rockin way to escape- but you can't let it replace reality too often... or you'll get alienated.

let's get drunk tonight.

p.s. i would <3 you even if your jokes were in chinese and i couldn't understand them.

[bluesweater]

sure, i would've gotten drunk with you tonight if you hadn't gone home and slept until just now. and maybe my jokes should be in chinese. i'd find out who my true friends are. haha i <3 you more than life.

[punkrawkpudd]

Hang in there sweetie!!!...i feel bad that i dont get a chance to keep up as much as i would like to..i like to offer encouragement when and wherever i can...and in the words of Tupac...keep your head up...hehe just for the record Ive never listened to Tupac in my life i just thought it was funny and good last words...;)

[bluesweater]

thanks for the much needed encouragement. i appreciate it. even if it is coming from tupac's biggest fan ever. ;)

[janiecash]

melanie, i still think that you are a superhuman. and in the words of kerouac...well, i don't really know what words he used exactly...but he said something like "why can't we all be perma-drunk?" maybe i made that up. sounds like an idea that kerouac would though...maybe slightly less eloquent than him. but eh.

anyway, things being decent is not too much to ask. i guess it's just going to be a really long wait until that happens. you'll pull through, i know it. you're superhuman.

you never had to make me like you. i liked you from the first time i met you; just the way you are. (but fucking hell, i hated that class.)

[bluesweater]

i didn't know you thought i was superhuman. i feel like i should be able to do something cool as a result. like shoot laser beams out of somewhere(my ass?). but either way, thanks for believing in me. much love. <3