I'm only here to waste time because I don't want to go to bed and lie in the dark alone and miserable. That's when the tears come, when I hear her cry. I cant help her ( Read more... )

i want to take my heart my mind and my soul out of my body and live only as a shell. that way my body can go to work and earn the money that he needs and the rest of me doesn't feel a thing.

my uncle and his wife had their first child yesterday ( Read more... )

i knew that something bad would happen to me.

it was just a matter of time.

and there's no help, and no love when i need it most.

i've lost all will to create ( Read more... )

i am never going to paint again.

I feel so stretched thin because I just keep giving and giving and eventually I'll have nothing left ( Read more... )

Is this a dream ( Read more... )

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*sigh ( Read more... )