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I'm only here to waste time because I don't want to go to bed and lie in the dark alone and miserable. That's when the tears come, when I hear her cry. I cant help her.
I am losing my mind. She's only in my head and I know that but you try to stop your brain telling you things. Ever since my surgery I hear her. That's now almost 12 months of it. Sometimes she goes away for awhile, but then she comes back and cries for me and I cant help....
She's so beautiful, she's all mine. Tala.
My heart is broken. My health is atrocious and I can't help the one person who needs it.
I love you Bear.
The sad heart of a dying Monkey.
I am losing my mind. She's only in my head and I know that but you try to stop your brain telling you things. Ever since my surgery I hear her. That's now almost 12 months of it. Sometimes she goes away for awhile, but then she comes back and cries for me and I cant help....
She's so beautiful, she's all mine. Tala.
My heart is broken. My health is atrocious and I can't help the one person who needs it.
I love you Bear.
The sad heart of a dying Monkey.