I feel like sometimes I wish there was a reset button ... or better yet ... a "next chapter" button ... so I can put a definite end to some things ( Read more... )

I haven't written here .... or anywhere for that matter .... and so i think it's a tad over due lol ( Read more... )

i don't know if anyone even reads this anymore ... but whatever .... I quite my job 3 weeks ago, was suppossed to move to virginia ... that fell through, dan has a job here, i have no job, won't be going back to school until jan probably cuz of money situations ... i'm bored outta my mind sitting around the house all day ... but oddly I'm more ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder ..... just what my life would be like if I didn't have to overthink everything ..... if i could just blindly believe ..... believe that this time it's for real .... this time promises aren't meant to be broken .... this time it won't be living a lie .... and yeah part of me knows that ... this is completely different ... and i ( Read more... )

i don't even know if anyone even reads this ... but ah well ... here goes a bit of rambling that's been overdo .... i went to Virginia for the weekend ... and left my heart there .... god that was even harder than the first time ... ok to fill in for those that are unaware ... Dan's in Virginia working for the summer so we can both start this thing ( Read more... )

sometimes I wonder who actually reads this? .... who stumbles upon this and would read this? what friends/enemies of my past or present actually visit here and read these little thoughts? .... what if I wrote all those taboo things I'm not supposed to, those things deemed "secrets" of mine ... would the wrong person find it? read it? ... and ( Read more... )

I'm alive ...... I think ..... who knows .....

you live, you love and you learn ....

and I have the patience to wait all of this out ....

so ... I'll continue to love, to live ... and to learn to take this one day at a time

no day but today .... right?

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such an odd state of mind .... such an odd state of life ... *sigh* .... I just want to be wanted in return .... and I think I've had enough of this "technically single" crap ... I want someone to call my own ... ok correction, cuz technically I have that ... kinda ... I want someone that everyone knows is mine and that I'm his ... i want something ( Read more... )

so I need to write again ... I feel really insure right now .... I dunno .... not like body image or anything ... just blah ... I dunno ... stupid boys ... stupid stress .... stupid living on my own .... blah blah blah .... I feel like I just can't make it right now ... like ... I'm not doing something right ... I really don't like this feeling ( Read more... )