tonight was the first time i found myself wanting to cry about it. probably because it caught me at a vulnerable moment. i started feeling sensitive on friday, after we went to see up. but yesterday was good and fun. the graduation dinner and then to amoeba, back to pasadena for some pinkberry and to watch some tv. i fell asleep during an episode ( Read more... )

i'm supposed to be studying, because I have a final at 8 in the morning and have so so so much to read ( Read more... )

I just finished making a little thank you note because it was such a nice birthday. it was thought out and i appreciated it so much. I dont think anyone has ever done something like that for me. so it was a 25 I will always remember ( Read more... )

a break after a week long of time well spent ( Read more... )

sitting here, and trying not to listen, yet knowing so much of what was said, is being said and all the thoughts that remain...reminds me of why we kept it a secret.
i feel sad and hopeless.

its an ugly feeling. such an ugly feeling.
but it makes me feel lucky. i dont think i'll have that reaction. but then again, maybe i should prepare.
i just want to ( Read more... )

and i just keep thinking...
why didnt i just keep up with this while i was in brazil

or wrote in that 2 dollar little book i bought (2 entries isn't shit!)
i want to keep it all, save all the memories
save all the thoughts
the little things

for the benefit of mr. kite...

im loving the love soundtrack so much more, it almost makes me want to jump up with joy everytime i hear it.

questions have come to mind of late, questions of why and how and what if.
its like taking a pause to step back and look at yourself... from above, and the flashes of the decisions you've made, the people you've ( Read more... )

its been much too long and how many times have little phrases, words and ideas popped in my head with the intention of getting them on this page. many many times over the summer and even when i was in brasil. but then for a long time its like i forgot this page ever existed and as i scrolled down to look at the last posts they seemed so foreign and ( Read more... )

so i went to kaiser yesterday to meet my primary physician for the first time and get some shots for my anticipated travel. turns out ms. pierre thinks that im onto something, getting into the habit of exercising your body is a very good thing, and will keep me on track with taking care of my health ( Read more... )

we are going camping tomorrow and i am pretty excited. the last (and first) time i went camping was about 4 years ago with jessica's family, and i've wanted to go back and have the camping experience again, but have never really had the opportunity ( Read more... )