well, this is the eve of the Europe trip. i'll see you in two weeks. tonight im going to sleep over Jennifer's house so that i can get a ride to the air port. God! im so freaked out! ive never flown on a plane before and i have never (minus Mexico which doesnt really count to me) been out of the country. this is so wierd. the shitty part though is ( Read more... )

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It has been waaaaaay too long since the last time i updated! man, i cant beleave i waited until now! well, might as well get into it. today is the fist which means two really bid things. i have 6 days left until my trip to Europe. most improtantly,though, its Matt's B-Day!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATTY BOY!!! I'm sorry that i couldnt make the party, but ( Read more... )

Hey all! happy new years!!! well, today i was planning on going to Jeniffers house regardless of the fact that i could get caught sneeking out. i have to say though, i have to take that back. with a kidnapping that just took place and all its not really my brightest plans ever. i guess ill just have to chill on my roof (in the rain it seems) and be ( Read more... )

k, so i was up until midnight because i was really really hyper. i have no clue why, but i just was. anyways, i wrote this poem because after it hit 1 am, i lost my edge and started to remember how much cant stand my house. just to save u some time, its about how a family is always suposed to be thier for you, but in my case they have always ( Read more... )

k, i said that i was pretty much gone, but my friends told me i should come back. so Matt and Zack, im back. but im telling u that im not planning on staying long, and if you think that there is going to be any incite to what a psycho freak i really am, YOU CAN FORGET IT!!!!!!!!!!lol. im so stupid. anyways, i hope your happy now because now i have ( Read more... )

Hey, I know that ai havent really been here all that long and I have only written a few entries but I think it is time that I go. Jennifer I know that your going to be mad at me but I have a huge problem with journals and if I keep typing this one it is no different from a written one. Alreeady I can feel heavy emotions that are eager to be ( Read more... )

toady we didn't go to school because, well, there way just no school. in a huge way i'm glad because i basically slept all day. i needed it. since last week i have being walking to school grounds in what seemed like a trance. i have been having nightmares, like i usually do, and as usual i wake up feeling as if i didn't sleep at all. i usually look ( Read more... )

i had a good day. my biology teacher mr.phillips has this box and in order to see what's inside of it you have to get the phylum of so of these cirtain micro-organisms right (man did that sound nerdy). well before the weekend came i wanted to try and see what was in the box and they said that they would show me if i got at least five flash cards ( Read more... )

i'm having a pretty slow day. nothings happen accept that for the first time in years i'm ordering us pizza(how lame).... this is my fist entry, so expect it to suck. right now the only thing that is really on my mind is school. i've entered into this program called middle college, where you take 2 years of college and high school at the same time ( Read more... )