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Feb 08, 2004 09:51

i'm having a pretty slow day. nothings happen accept that for the first time in years i'm ordering us pizza(how lame).... this is my fist entry, so expect it to suck. right now the only thing that is really on my mind is school. i've entered into this program called middle college, where you take 2 years of college and high school at the same time. i don't know if i'll get accepted, but if i dont it's going to really suck ass. i've only been rejected from one thing in my life and i'm still a little pissed.

whatever...in later entries tell you what's really on my mind, but not now. one thing that i can tell you is that i like writing poetry, if you didn't already know from my interest section, and i'll post one of my most recent ones later on.

right now i'm waiting for a response from a few people though, one is a guy that i met on the net. his name is jonathan(J for short) and to start off with he's one of the nicest guys i've met. it's hard to find a nice guy in california. most of the guys here are so stuck up and have an ego as big as a roosters. but for the ones that aren't, either they're already taken or they're too shy to even say a word. i know a guy like that, i started to like him a little bit a month or so ago but he just wont talk to me. his friends have been telling me that he's liked me for years, and when i finally take an interest he's so shy that i was lucky to even get him to say hello at times. oh well. that interest ended just as fast as it started.

but J is different from the guys i meet out here.(he lives in another state) he's not conceited or anything, he didn't try an use some bull shit pick up line and his first words to me weren't "how old are you". it actually seems as if he think slightly little of himself, which is something that i greatly respect about him. he's sending me his picture once he gets it all set up and ready to be sent. i can wait though, it's nice just talking to him anyways. ;-P

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