I'm getting tired of being lonely and not being good enough.

I'm just going to call it a wash for today... and hope that the GM was just having a shitty day since he's been dealing with opening up buildings and getting shut down at others. Otherwise I'd be quitting today.

( Here we go again )

Well, here I sit, alone, in the house where I'm dog-sitting, chubby in more ways than one, with the puppies looking at me like, "Dude, you were going out, why are you back? Shouldn't you be out doing something?" And they're right. She was beautiful; the kind that people right fucking songs about. The alabaster skin with dark green sweeping tattoos ( Read more... )

Hallooooo... Here's hoping there are still some of you jagulars out there willing to drop on me when I look up.

In other news, yeah, work is scaring me. I don't feel like I'm taken seriously so I slack off which causes me to not be taken seriously. I do not feel respected by my equals in rank. My bosses write my ideas of as "being overly cautious," ( Read more... )

I hate this job, I really really hate it.

It's been almost 2 weeks since I had a day off and every day has been no less than 12 hours and sometimes as long as 16. My body hurts. My mind is shot. I've still got 12 more hours today and if my boss finds something I missed, I'm running the risk of getting fired and living on the street. There are days ( Read more... )

I'm getting really tired of killing my friends in my dreams. I'm getting even more tired of the bourbon not knocking me out properly. Damn you liver and my habits of hydrating!

It has been a long time since I've had a dream that woke me this frightened ( Read more... )

Hiya Livejournal! Long time, no see!

I get a bit depressed sometimes... more than a bit actually. Frankly I go through a midlife crisis every other month or so. But there are those who remind me of what life is supposed to be; how it is always beautiful and sad. To all of you, I'm sorry I don't tell you more often that I love you. I love you for what you do for me and for who you are ( Read more... )