I am not a gracious person

[blinkerbook]

I wish I was, I really, truly do.  But every time I find out that someone is doing better than me, I get jealous.  3 years younger than me and you have embarked upon a career?  Fuck you.  I actually wish for people I care about to do as poorly as I do, because if they're doing poorly then it means it's not my fault I'm a loser.  If no one is doing

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[tabloidscully]

You're not a loser, and this situation is certainly not your fault. A year ago, I wrote an article about credit checks being done to work at Target. TARGET. Where your job is to bag other people's Preparation H and frozen enchiladas. Given my poor credit score, I would be terrified to even apply

[blinkerbook]

Thank you. I appreciate it. A lot.

I do have a problem with insecurity, and while the circumstances of our first meeting may have influenced that, it's not like job interviews aren't nerve-wracking.

Preparation H and burritos made me laugh. :-)

[seraphprowess]

If I didn't know for a fact that I was reading this on your LJ, I would seriously think it was one of my posts. I feel EXACTLY this way about EVERYTHING you said... well, except that I do need to point out that you are NOT a disgusting loser.