Hey, went to class. Came home and passed out till three in the afternoon. Drove with Kyle to Simi Valley for some reason. Came back and went to show and got messed up. I didnt go in. I hate the cobalt. Too many bad memories... I'm messed up. I was even more messed up last night I dont even remember thinking about what I wrote on this shit. I have ( Read more... )

Same shit different day. Tommorow's Valentines day. I had someting planned but I'm not sure its happening now. I had everything I needed to do it too. I wanna see how things go for the next couple weeks then I'll see if I still want to go through with this. Life just keeps on getting funnier and funnier. It seems like the more I try at something ( Read more... )

I've stopped trying. My parents caught me and my friends smoking yesterday. Who knows how they will act when they see my grades. I have realized I'm better off being alone because I dont think I want to bring anyone else down to the level I'm at. This way I wont be rejected anymore because there will be no one. Yea, I'll be lonely but I can live ( Read more... )

Today was okay I guess. Life is funny in some ways and really fucked up in others. I'm gonna quit ciggarettes before the 19th because I'm going in to have my wisdom teeth pulled and my mom asked me to quit for her birthday on the 25th and I cant say no to that, even if she makes me mad sometimes. I'm also quiting some other things. I really want to ( Read more... )

Well, I was going to delete this thing but now I dont really want to because it wont let me make another one with a different name. I have an AOL journal now the address is: http://journals.aol.com/screechingweazul/xIHATEx/
My product of boredom. It's the same shit different day deal still but this weekend there was some excess amount of shit that I ( Read more... )