I need something to change or something to break
Today was okay I guess. Life is funny in some ways and really fucked up in others. I'm gonna quit ciggarettes before the 19th because I'm going in to have my wisdom teeth pulled and my mom asked me to quit for her birthday on the 25th and I cant say no to that, even if she makes me mad sometimes. I'm also quiting some other things. I really want to get into shape and start being more healthy. I really should but dealing with stress and drama really sucks when your sober. I also really need to get a job. Maybe if I get into shape I could whore myself out on the corner to women. Haha that would be some crazy shit but I dont think I'd make enough business. Till I get a job and put my life back together, I am going to get really wasted.