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Cave
Now I'm back in my cave of heartbreak...doesn't feel the same though. Weird how words provide a shelter. I totally believe in being happy with oneself in order to give and receive true love. I guess it's another case of "its me not you..." How true are cliches? How can you tell if anything is authentic? My love for her might have be an attempt to ( Read more... ) -
Dreamz
So I woke up today soaked with sweat. I haven't had a crazy vivid dream in a little while. It started off with me seeing an old girlfriend. We reconnected as she introduces me to her hot redhead friend. All of a sudden the redhead is asking me if I want to have a threesome. I look over at my ex to see if this was going down...there was no ( Read more... ) -
Time again
It's time again to reflect on my life...on livejournal. My music has been more productive lately. Im playing wih some great people and it has led me to be able to hop into a studio to record a few new songs of my own with a great producer. I've been musically and emotionally depressed for a little while, two friends of mine took off while in the ( Read more... ) -
Reflection time
So it's been a few weeks since my break up. I have felt like myself for the most part but still find myself thinking of her ( Read more... ) -
(Untitled)
So after a few days of going crazy...I decided to let her know EXACTLY how I feel about her. It wasn't very nice but pretty much her own words. I feel like I got at least something off my chest. There will always be a hole missing in my heart with her name on it but at least I feel a bit more content and expressed. -
Depression?
I haven't let anything get me down to for too long but I feel seriously plauged by my recent breakup. So many good memories turned to shite ones. It hurts every time I see something that sparks my memories and feelings for her. I can tell my mood, despite having good moments here and there, is almost always consintraded on negative vibes. I've ( Read more... ) -
Can I get anymore jaded?
I know no one reads this...than k you live journal for being here where I can vent. My latest girlfriend dumped me last night. I was completely under this woman's spell. She made me want to be a better person. I found myself trying to be hyper aware of my thoughts and actions, making sure I'm the best person I could be In front of her. I told her I ( Read more... ) -
:/
So I met a girl from out of town...fell in love...but she has a BF...fml
WHY world! Please show me why things happen for a reason!