Well i have 2 jobs now... i had 4..... i lost 11 hours a week by quitting two of the jobs but it's kool cuz they sucked.... i'm lookin at cars and just need my down payment... i painted an entire gazebo in 7 hours today.... and got a sun burn.. and i have an oppurtunity to be an over night worker at a hotel .. maybe.. so lets keep our fingers ( Read more... )

Phoenix is.... new... and.. bigger than tucson... and... I've gotten handed such a Phenominal oppurtunity.... Real Estate is such a phenominal business i freakin love it.... AND "pump fake" is coming along beautifully... my new summer jam is gonna take over the world when people hear it and realize exactly how honest i am.. and the veracity of the ( Read more... )

So i started writing a new song... It's called "Pump Fake" and the "group" is called "Mysterious Angles" enjoy this rough draft / work in progress ( Read more... )

so would it be messed up for me to write a song... that was completely honest.. about the girl i thought i was the one?? now it's not necessarily a song of heartbreak.. more of disappointment... the reason i ask if it's messed up... is cuz the title of the song in question is.... "She Looked Better On Myspace" ........... that's all i was wondering

well.... it didn't work... failed experiment.... me and deedee fell apart.. but we weren't really even "together" so i guess it's not a big deal... but it wasn't worth it.. i would have much rather had it work out between us.... oh well....

I found a letter that said ( Read more... )

Well it's saturday... duh... uuhhh...... as.... kristin knows... being the only person other than me who reads this.... i've been serously confused about my relationship with deedee... well.... we actually discussed EVERYTHING end agree'd that we want to get married.. on june 16th 2006...... but then last night she tells me..... that like... she's ( Read more... )

why the fuck is it that as soon as you get rid of your chemical stress relievers.... more stressful shit gets dumped on your head?? i mean what the fuck world?? why the fuck do you have to shit on me?? i mean what the fuck did i do wrong? so i had a little fun... big fuckin woop!!! i didn't murder anyone! why do i have to be punished on a daily ( Read more... )

I need you to help me breathe... cuz with out you i'm losing conciousness... and i pray that you never leave... i don't know if i'll make it if you ever walk away.....

i got a sunburn... and deedee's avoiding me... i don't think i can take too much of her i jesus christ she's on she's off she's on... and now she thinks it'd be better for me if we didn't talk for a week?? what the fuck?? blah... whatever.... maybe she's right.. i should kick back and keep to myself that way i can focus on what's important... which ( Read more... )