i think i'm disappearing off the face of the planet soon... i think it'll be in my best interest... i mean she might be right... maybe i'm not ready... or maybe i really don't want her... and if i leave and no one can find me... then... i wont have to explain myself... to anyone... i can start over... cuz when nobody knows me... no one can judge me ( Read more... )

UUhhhMMMM....... I LIKE THIS WEBSITE!! I got chosen to kidnap Kristin HELL YEAH!! we'll listen to A.F.S. and F.O.B. while we fly to the caribbean!! haha.. i heart her she's fun.. like grapes.. grapes are fun... uuhhh..... well 20 more days i gotta wait and then deedee's here... then a month after that me and kristin are gettin' tat'd HELL YEAH!! it ( Read more... )

She's Coming to me.. May 5th... till the 7th.. it'll be the best 2 days of my life... but when she leaves it's gonna tear my heart out.... it's kool though cuz she's going home just four days before probation is over... so YEHEA!!! i'll be free..... alright then.. just keeping.. myself.. up to date.. cuz no one uses livejournal anymore... except ( Read more... )

hey... don't drink and skate.... you'll bust your ankle..... it hurts.... anyways.... today is tuesday... i gotta pay my speeding ticket (200 somethin) by thursday.. and i only have 60 bux lol.... oh well we'll see what happens... uuuhhhh..... as it turns out.... me and my love were trippin for no reason.... she is crazy... but so am i... and i'm ( Read more... )

Caught off Gaurd.. All Worked up.. The air is as dark and cold as night.. let me go.. i'm not done.. i swear i'll take just one life time.. and i.. i wont lie.. i wont sin.. maybe i don't want to go.. can't you wait? maybe i don't want to go.. i should've asked.. i could have helped.. at least a fuckin' thousand times before.. weill this offer.. ( Read more... )

so here it is... i'm lost in between to parallel universes.... in one world... i'm desperately in love with the most perfect girl i've ever met and she feels the same way about me... it's the most perfect relationship ever created... in the other universe i'm in constant agony.. i dread waking up.. i fear each breath that passes over my lips... i ( Read more... )

well my plans to move to phoenix are being..... cancelled.... and my life is moving in a different direction.... I'm moving to L.A.... for love... i'm completely in love with her... i'm going to marry her... and we're gonna start a life together..... it's gonna be perfect....

it's been 435 days since my last post... where have i been you ask? prison.... so don't do drugs kids... or you wont be able to post on any blogs for 435 days... or maybe longer..... well anyways i'm back in the mix... stay up bitches...

WOOO!! i can't believe it's already 2005!!! yes i can.. considering it's taken me FIVE damn days too camment on it. haha oh hell i'm a little behind the times i guess.. about five days behind to be exact.... ok so yeah this post was gonna be funny sorta but then just went to shit.. peace out.