Today was the most glorious St. Patrick's Day ( Read more... )

Well, I am feeling a little better since my last post ( Read more... )

I am in such a weird, unlikeable, yet like-able place all at the same time place in life right now.
I don't quite know how to explain it. I feel a mix of sadness, happiness, regret, and nostalgia.
I hate how much I've fucked up in my life.
My OUI, stealing money from my job, dropping out of college, bouncing from job to job, being in serious debt.
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Hi Livejournal and all my lovely LJ people ( Read more... )

WOAHHH IT'S LIVEJOURNAL! I have not updated in 8 months. So many things have happened!

Since July, Adam & I have moved to Portland with John and Doug lived with us, I Saw It Die (Adam and John's band) broke up after some fists of fury were thrown, me and Adam moved out and now have our own place in South portland, and we have a car! That's like ( Read more... )

I really need to bitch for a second.
I hate being so insecure. I really hate it and I have never found a way to overcome it,
and it bothers me so much because when I'm around people I'm quiet because I'm shy
and I don't want to say anything or do anything weird.
But like why do I even care? 
I just want to be able to freely be myself around anyone and ( Read more... )

10 days could not possibly go by fast enough.
That's when Adam aka the love of my entire life, will be close to me. FINALLY.
It's been almost a month since he went back to CT and i miss him so much.
But at least it's almost over =]
He's gonna be living with his Ma for the summer while we save money.
Then in the fall we're finally gonna get to fall ( Read more... )

Life is Wonderful!
Here are some updates, with pictures!


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Life is consistently getting better and better ( Read more... )

So, life is slowly but steadily improving ( Read more... )