Yeah.

[blackdresses___]

I really need to bitch for a second.
I hate being so insecure. I really hate it and I have never found a way to overcome it,
and it bothers me so much because when I'm around people I'm quiet because I'm shy
and I don't want to say anything or do anything weird.
But like why do I even care? 
I just want to be able to freely be myself around anyone and everyone
and not worry about how I may appear.
I know what I need to do and who I need and want to be,
I just have to figure out how.

Anyways. Adam. He's amazing.
He's moving in with me at my Mom's next weekend
so we can at least be together until we get our own place in a couple of months.
I'm extremely happy about this, and it was my mom's idea!!
Seriously, every day I just want to thank whatever made it possible for us to find each other.
I realized that out of everyone I've been with, he's the only person that I can actually feel that he loves me.
Every time he looks at me he smiles. He appreciates me. We have a balance.

Well i guess that's all i really got to say for right now.
How is everyone??