Mar 17, 2011 20:31
Today was the most glorious St. Patrick's Day!
Adam & I went to Gritty's around 1pm today,
cause they were doing a drawing to win a pair of Dropkick Murphy's tix in Boston tonight, where there was literally a limo outside the bar that you would get in if you win.
And to win you had to get your name drawn from the box,
then it goes on the CYY wheek, it gets spun, & then someone wins.
Well I totally got my name drawn and I got on the wheel!
Didnt win the rix (obviously), but for being a qualifier I won 2 Sunday River passes!
I'm so happy! I never even get close to winning shit!
And Adam's been wanting to go boarding but we never have money,
So it makes me even more happy. And his silliness rubs off on me.
I truly believe that Irish luck and positive energy were on my side today.
Amazing.
And it was such a beautiful day!
Adam and I walked around Portland all day long.
Just glorious.
And now he is sleeping because he has to work at 2am :[
I am in the process of getting a temp job at Unum.
Pretty excited. I'd finally make good money, AND have weekends off.
Score.
Just want to get out of here and get on my feet.
Yesterday I was faced with realizations about myself that I didn't like.
I've always thought I'm a really nice, understanding person.
But I think that in reality I'm a huge bitch. And just don't realize.
Lately my anger gets more intense, and I go from zero to mad in 2 seconds.
I really don't like it about myself.
I need to start counting to 10 and shit.
And I had to be the one to apologize to Maggie in order for shit to be normal again.
Whatever. I stepped up and I did it. I didn't want to, but I did.
I don't even care. I just want peace.
Bah. Anyways.
Nobody even reads this.
It just feels good to vent every once in a while.