I'm sure not many people still write on their livejournals because there are way more things to be doing besides this... like myspace!!! Ha ha.  Anyway... I am going to start writing in here again, and believe me I have a lot to say and a lot to update.  So... until then... this is all u have to read!!

Well... right now I am stressed out... hella things happening in my life that are so unexplainable and out of the blue... just trying to cope with it all... I'll make it through. I wish I had someone to listen... but that's life, you can't always have someone right there with their ears open, but life goes on... and so do I. I'm looking for a ( Read more... )

Well.. today I don't have to work until 5:30, so I am going to stay at the house and try to get some chores done. I am so bored, I just wish I had fun like I used to. Now everything is just a drag and all I want to do is sleep. I don't talk to anyone anymore, I don't ever have fun, I feel like I've lost all my friends, and I am all alone in this ( Read more... )

Well... now it's 4:05am, and in about two hours, I have to get up and get ready to go to work. I am going to be so drained today, and struggling to keep myself awake all day. Where's the coffee? I'm still mad, but not like I was earlier. Hector is still sleeping, and of course he wouldn't wake up if I needed him. He just rolled over and went ( Read more... )

Just another annoying day that won't end ( Read more... )

Well... I got my new computer and I have everything set up, and I love it. It is nice to have internet in my room finally instead of always having to go upstairs. Hector is at his house throwing a fit because we can't see each other because he has been bad latley. And there's nothing I can do about it. I made potato salad to take to work ( Read more... )

Well today I am staying at my house and catching up on all the cleaning that has to be done and of course... laundry. I was suppossed to go to Hector's house to watch a movie, but I told him I had to get the cleaning done. He is mad at me now, and he doesn't understand that I want to see him too... but I am just too busy at the moment. I hate it ( Read more... )

Well... I just read my baby's livejournal for the first time. I made a comment... that was really long. I worked on writing it for about half and hour... but then my computer froze... and it was lost. That makes me hella mad. Anyway... he wrote about this one day that he came to my house and the lights were on and my music was on, but I wasn't ( Read more... )

I got a job at the Party Warehouse and was hella happy to finally have a job, but after one week there, I found a better paying job in San Leandro and started working there. I worked there for three days, until I couldn't take the rediculas hours anymore and quit. Now I am back to square one, and looking for a job again. Still broke, when will I ( Read more... )

Now a days, I don't want to live n e more. I miss Hector so badly, and he isn't even suppossed to be around me for one year, and we have no place to stay n e way. His court date is not for five more days, and it feels like each day I get closer and closer to really killing myself, but the only thing that is keeping me alive is knowing that Hector ( Read more... )