...all I can say right now is I'm sooooo delirious....I've been happy for 2 days in a row now and no ones ruined it at all.....I'm not gonna let anyone make me less happy about it either....la la la....yea yea ik i suck at singin but I obviously don't know that I shouldn't try it.....I just can't stop thinking about that one thing I found out ( Read more... )

ok so i've officially done it again.....opened my big mouth and said shit i shouldnt have said.....the end result was of course as always awful....i feel like a complete and total bitch right now and idk what to do to stop what i've done. i'm beyond asking for help cause i really just dont think theres nething that could be done...

Ok for starters I can't believe I got up at 6 this morning just so I'd be ready for 2morrow. It was kinda hard to cause I didn't get alot of sleep last night.....I spoke my mind and I got yelled at for my feelings....I'm sick and sore all over and school starts 2morrow...I was so frustrated already and then some idiot decided to yell at me and tell ( Read more... )

ok well I figured I would update and theres not really nething to talk about....ok wait no of course there's alot to talk about. well i've been hangin out with some ppl i dont usually hang out with and its been awsome!! on the other hand though im still sorta bummed bout someone but life does what it does. at the moment i have 2 ppl talking in my ( Read more... )

...ok this person I care about really deeply won't stop blaming themselves for hurting me. I have told her over and over its not their fault,which it isn't, but that doesn't make any difference. I really wish she would stop blaming herself. I really do care entirely too much about her to sit here knowing she's balming herself.Well here lately ever ( Read more... )

Ok its like 1:15 or sumthing and I just can't sleep. So many things have just happened at once and it i just don't know what to do. Someone I knew just died in a car accident and that just turned everything upside down. Then reality decided to add in an extra slap to the face by hitting me with the truth. The fact that I knew it was coming with ( Read more... )

Ok so I've got this secret. Its a secret that like 4 people already know. 2 of which i deff didn't want them to know and 1 I'm not sure of. The other one though I deffinitly wanted them to know. But now there's the fact that it's a secret that my family doesn't know, but at some point my mom will have to find out. When she does though I don't know ( Read more... )

...ok so I've been pounced on and told to update my entries. Who pounced? That doesn't matter to neone else. Anyway I've pretty much worked my summer away, whether thats good or bad idk. I finally turned 16 and I now have my permit.(color me excited)lol. I got over my nervousness and my cowardice and spilled my guts to someone and I was so happy ( Read more... )

Ok so this is just might be the first time I'm up front about everything and not being very vague.That person that asked me out....well......we're not going out and I think its mainly because of joe. It makes me really sad to cause I like that person, but what can I do I dont want to make anyone feel like I'm trying to make them do something they ( Read more... )

I'm so tired of all this drama. High school is just like one big problem sometimes. I walk through it everyday afraid that I'm gonna do or say the wrong thing. Then theres the fact that when I like a guy 9 times out of 10 one of my friends likes him too and I don't wanna hurt my friends by getting involved with someone they like. This particular ( Read more... )