.......Wanting To Explode
Ok for starters I can't believe I got up at 6 this morning just so I'd be ready for 2morrow. It was kinda hard to cause I didn't get alot of sleep last night.....I spoke my mind and I got yelled at for my feelings....I'm sick and sore all over and school starts 2morrow...I was so frustrated already and then some idiot decided to yell at me and tell me what I already knew they thought because they've said it before,only not yelling at me. After that I sorta lost grip I guess....I've sorta been falling back into a bad habit and last night just added to the pressure to do it, only I couldn't tell myself not to and listen last night....I'm so weak and susceptible sometimes and I hate it. If your reading this and your the one who yelled at me....thanks....alot....for making me see that I'm just done with it all....I give up.