saying bye for a bit - I won't have computer access for the next 7 or so weeks so am not really going to be able to update on here. I don't know how easily i'll get messages or anyhting but you're more than welcome to try if you need me ( Read more... )

nice to know people see me nicely when i come back from uni - today has not been the greatest of days. someone ion our village saw me and my mum out earlier and as we walked past her she said 'you've put on osme weight girl' i mean what the fuck gives her the right to say something like that to me, I don't know her REALLY well, i mean fairly well ( Read more... )

1. Think of the first word that comes to mind when you think of me.
2. Go to images.google.com and search for that word.
3. Reply to this post with one of the pictures on the first page of results (don't tell me the word).
4. Put this in your own journal so that I can do the same.

yeah I'm really bored - but this one is good

http://drawapig.desktopcreatures.com/

draw a pig

leave me a comment showing me what you drew :)

that's my pig

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my computer just deleted the post i wrote :( In one of those can't be bothered moods today - not sure i have the energy to re-type it right now ( Read more... )

The last few days have been so so weird. On thurs last week I was asked to be our JCR president in halls next year, on sunday I was voted in, I spent a long time thurs night thinking about it and chatting to W, The prospect of doig it scares me as much as I want to becasue I have this huge fear I will fuck it up, It scares me I'm doing it for the ( Read more... )

think today is around 1 yr since i last cut

scarey thought

i never thought i'd make it to a year all that time ago when i 'gave up'

and i'm so triggered right now

hmmmmm

*k*

I can't stop the tears it sll hurts so so so much, i'm not safe in my room and it's 3 am and i don't know where else i can go - no one is up, there's nothing to dop but ride it out and i can't and i'm scared adn u don't want this back again, i can't breather it hurts so so so bad ( Read more... )

sososo triggered right now, don't even really kow why, just know the whole time i have been out tonight all iv'e wanted was to come back here and SI

I wont
but i damn well feel like it

*k*

From smallblakflower1. Total volume of music on my computer ( Read more... )