Breakdown

[ever_raining]

Last night I had to go get stitches for a cut I did that ended up way too deep. It was absolutely humiliating. My mom, who thought I was going on 2 years without cutting, screamed at me the whole way to and from the ER. I wished so badly that I was dead. It was truly awful.

Today I saw my psychiatrist and we’re doing a complete overhaul of my meds

Comments

[waffles2poles]

I don't cut but I'm totally feeling worthless. I was ready to cry yesterday at my temp job. After I ate lunch after 5 1/2 hours of not eating. Still, I feel like I suck and whay would anyone want to be my friend, family, or girlfriend?

Mad huggles up in here!!!

[ravaged_storm]

Frankly, you really need to take it easy on yourself, as do the people around you (If I were in your position I'd be having a rather strong talk with mom but that's me). Yes, you made a mistake, but you're alive, everyone else is alive, nothing catastrophic happened. I know you feel guilty and I do too when I fall back a step, but that's what the people around you are for. Their whole job is to be there for you, to not condone bad behavior but certainly not make you feel ashamed and worthless.