I hate seeing you continue a relationship with a monster ( Read more... )

jesus. its been forever and a fucking day since I updated this damn thing...not that anyone really reads it anymore but oh well. whatever...

I just switched to swing shift at work because couldnt handle working AND living with my fucking douchebag room mate who is 30 and acts like a fucking 11 year old girl who just started her period. I got sick ( Read more... )

fuckyeah bitches! I just got home from the bar and Im LOADED!

 
Whiskey Lullaby
~Brad Paisley and Allison Krauss

"She put him out like the burnin' end of a midnight cigarette
She broke his heart he spent his whole life tryin' to forget
We watched him drink his pain away a little at a time
But he never could get drunk enough to get her off his mind
Until the night

He put that bottle to his head and pulled the trigger
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so getting really fucking drunk at the ocean and jumping on the bed in the hotel is a bad, BAD idea

Ive had enough of this stupid bullshit. Im done, Im going away permentaly

its been awhile...a long while.... lots of things happend. none of wich are good.

I miss her so bad, its rediculous. I wish I never came back here.... all I want is my me-mo, my doodlebutt, my celinakins, my cuddle shit,.... but I cant have ehr back cause 1) shes happy 2) she hates me 3)I fucked up so bad its beyond repair. 
I dont know how many ( Read more... )

I love this girl so freakin much. I really do. These past 10 months have been absoultly amazing. She makes me so happy....eveything has seemed better since shes been in my life. Even gloomy cloudy days are bright and happy. Shes my lighthouse when Im that lost ship at sea.
I cant wait to start our lives together... I could go anywhere and do ( Read more... )

I like the feel of your name on my lips
And I like the sound of your sweet gentle kiss
The way that your fingers run through my hair
And how your scent lingers even when your not there

And I like the way your eyes dance when you laugh
And how you enjoy your two hour bath
And how you convinced me to dance in the rain
With everyone watching like we were ( Read more... )

all I am is one big upset...