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These kids are driving me nuts. Like literally. If there is any profession on earth that makes you question yourself in all possible senses - this is teaching. It's not only the question if you teach well or not that you keep asking yourself during another sleepless night thinking and rethinking the day that passed, it's also and more importantly ( Read more... )

After two degrees and most of your life spent in studies you still haven't proved anything. And all this effort is not miraculously going to pay off, who said it would? But I want to believe that one tiny bonus chance should be added to your chances when you are scrubbing life's yet another lottery ticket. It's not because you are worth it, it's ( Read more... )

All life is a progression towards and a regression from one phrase - i love you (с) Fitzgerald

Two years ago when I was in a total darkness it seemed to me that the light has gone forever. But sometimes you just have to turn on the light yourself.

сегодня ночью было забавно - пыталась изменить ход сна и ускорить его, чтобы успеть досмотреть до пробуждения ( Read more... )

Сегодня был хороший день. И сейчас хороший вечер, когда спокойно и неторопливо идет время, а не мчится, мучая как всегда. Все на свете может получиться, нужно только чего-то захотеть и приложить усилия, а дальше вселенная услышит и твое желание совпадет с осью ее вращения, а дальше по накатанной помчит вперед. Я кажется нашла работу на лето, и ( Read more... )

So wow. It's been a while. Myriads of thoughts, moods and events ago I wrote here for the last time ( Read more... )

Moscow has met me with heavy rain, chilly weather and glamorous smirk, that sent me back to one of my depressions, like good old days... I never understood how to live here, how to keep up. It seems that while for me one minute passes, for others it's already 5 and it multiplies, while I'm living one life the others live several. While I am trying ( Read more... )

I will never send my child to the summer camp. Especially to learn a language. Because what they are doing here is not learning. Nobody cares about them actually, people come to work their nn hours of duty and leave. I was amazed to see all this chaos and negligence. It's fun says the director and since she pays me, It's fun, I agree ( Read more... )