Well I have been at myspace for the this whole gap of nothing in my journal I write everything over there. So if you want to read more into my brain then you can go check me out over there. I will just write in here every blue moon to keep this thing going so they don't delete it or something. Well What has everyone been up to? Me well I am ( Read more... )

Well right now it is 3 in the morning. Tomorrow I have work which means another boring day in my life waiting for something to happen. I really wish things could get better. I have so many choices I need to make to start getting somewhere but the only thing holding me back is money. If I had money I could get everything done but since I don't I ( Read more... )

Right now I am sitting in the dark living room bored. I am not tired enough to go to bed but I am so bored I am thinking about going to sleep. So here is the deal I am at home my brother and Tyler are behind me goofing off. My babies are asleep in the other room. Vickie has to get up tomorrow early and go to work she has some kind of metting ( Read more... )

My job now is alot like my job was in the middle of Kuwait in a hole in the ground looking everywhere in front of me hoping I don't see anyone I have to shot. Just now my job is easy I have no supervison not like I need it but being alone sucks at night in a building full of emptyness. But I pass the time. I have come up with some thoughts ( Read more... )

Today was a long day. It started to out early when my friends from the marine corps left the house. Then I had to take all three dogs to the vet this area is crawling with worms or something so we had to get them all shots which cost alot of money but they needed it so it worked out good. I also got an oil change which took forever. They said ( Read more... )

Man Just another day at work. I feel like another rat in the cage looking for his cheese. I was just walking around when I got this really weird feeling like something crazy was about to happen like something was going to pop up and kill me or something. It is sunday and no one is in the whole building and it is getting late and when I am bored ( Read more... )

It has been a while since I have written last. I have been living each day pretty much the same. WORK, EAT, SLEEP. And I am pretty much getting tired of it. I like to feel important when it comes to my job. In the Marines I felt important and that is a good feeling. Now I am a security Gaurd for a building with rich snobby people in it who ( Read more... )

Ok today I am at work again on someone else's Computer. I am kind of annoyed because the job I was talking about is still on I just have to wait till the damn Hurricans start heading for that direction. I need the money to go to school so I am going to be working harder then any mexian cutting grass could. Just you wait one day after I make ( Read more... )

Well I just got done playing Red Alert. YES I SAID RED ALERT. I know I could play generals but Red Alert 2 is awsome. Well I just got done playing my brother who is really good at it and beats me all the time at that game. ANY OTHER GAME I WIN. One think he always remembers is who tought him to play and that my friend is me. So the ( Read more... )

Well I just got done playing Red Alert. YES I SAID RED ALERT. I know I could play generals but Red Alert 2 is awsome. Well I just got done playing my brother who is really good at it and beats me all the time at that game. ANY OTHER GAME I WIN. One think he always remembers is who tought him to play and that my friend is me. So the ( Read more... )