Walking my post

Jul 24, 2005 20:41

Man Just another day at work. I feel like another rat in the cage looking for his cheese. I was just walking around when I got this really weird feeling like something crazy was about to happen like something was going to pop up and kill me or something. It is sunday and no one is in the whole building and it is getting late and when I am bored I have the imagination of an eight year old. I can think up some pretty crazy crap well anyway I was walking around thinking I was going to get my head cut off or something when another Really wierd thought crossed my mind. "If I was killed here tonight would my ghost forever walk my post." Now that is a scary thought. Imagine that and would I know I was dead or would I just think that I was forever working like my relief never showed up or something? What would my dad think about coming to work and people say that some security gaurd haunts the place? Would I even know my dad if I saw him as a ghost. Crazy stuff. To get my mind of things I jumped on an open computer to update my life. Vickie is doing great we babysat Charlet the other night (our neice) She is getting big. Rodney is doing good he can stand on his own for a long time now. I really can't wait till these hurricans do something I could really use the money for school so I can go do my dreams. NEVER STOP TRYING TO MAKE YOUR DREAMS COME TRUE. Movies I will make one day I don't care who is standing in my way. I was reading over some of Tyler's old Journal on here he wrote alot. I wish I knew about this a while ago. But I was in the marines and I probably would not of wrote in it that much then. Anyway it would be alot different then it is now. People change and what we felt three years ago does not have to be what we feel now that is a gift god gave us So we might as well Appricate it. Free Will got to love that. Anyway I could tell That my Friend felt alot different during those times he seems to be alot different now. He stoped updating but who knows maybe I can get him back on here. Well my shift is almost over I will update later Bye.
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