Night shift again
My job now is alot like my job was in the middle of Kuwait in a hole in the ground looking everywhere in front of me hoping I don't see anyone I have to shot. Just now my job is easy I have no supervison not like I need it but being alone sucks at night in a building full of emptyness. But I pass the time. I have come up with some thoughts lately one being How life is in a constant state of Change which is fine but me Just when is it going to change for the Better. Now don't get me wrong everything so far that I have wanted I have got. Like being marriend and my baby boy. But I want more. Does that sound greedy? I don't mean it to it is just I feel there is more out there that I need to do. I so badly want to make movies but in order to go to school just to make movies I need 30,000 a year to make it in Chicago where my school is. The marine corps is giving my a shcolarship of 2,000 then I have my G.I. Bill but it still does not cover enough because the school I want to go to cost an arm and a leg. I just can't wait till I start making movies then things will be better but by then I will be a different person. Someone who knows more about what I want. I just hope everyone gets what they want I think everyone should as long as they are working hard to get it that way it feels like you have earned it. But right now I am pretty bored. WORK, EAT, SLEEP, SPEND TIME WITH FAMILY and that is about it all those things are good I just want some excitement. Well enough about that Have a good night bye.