ive come to find out that what i thought i needed isnt right, yet again to late for things to be fixed. i hope hes happy not saying that in a mean way just mean it i want him to be happy even if its not with me. he deserves what we use to have. and if she can give it to him then im happy. today i was talking to amy and thinking about what i was ( Read more... )

its hard to believe that this whole livejournal ive had is about zach for the last year, and now we rnt even friends, that i gave in to what my head told me. and somehow my heart doesnt hurt as bad....

I miss you AND LOVE YOU!!!!!

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all you need to know is that ive lost it.....

god im so so sick of this!!!!!

i dont know where things are going with me and zach i thought we were going back out...but we arnt and things just seem bad...he has his friend call me and tell me not to text him or call him cuz i mad him feel bad...IT WASNT ALL ME!!!! YOU HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH IT ZACH!!!!!!!!!!

yeah im st my sisters, to tell ya the truth its going better then i thought it was going to go....but yea...other then that umm i get to see zach in less then a week that makes me really happy!!! I miss him alot!!! cant wait to see him!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love ya ZACH!!!!!

Love lauren

somethings i think it would just be earyer moving to my sister, but then again thinking about it, she doesnt like me around, if she did i dont know. things suck here tho, i have fighting with my mother i hate my father taking her side, i hate that when they tell me to do something i feel like i dont have to do a damn thing, why should i they dont ( Read more... )

times i think mi turely ok i some how arnt....zach came out believe me love having him out here love being with him....but io felt bad i cant take living here..no matter what i do its wrong no matter what...my mother yells at me again for soemthing i didnt wrong by her.....i lost my sisters cat...nice huh? not really i already felt bad about ( Read more... )

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