I've decided to cut the families ties to Amanda & Gabe. They are nothing to me.

On a positive note: TOMORROW is going to be the best day ever, I just hope I don't loose it and cry when they get here!!!

Ok so heres the deal. I have always had a support system. I felt like when I broke up with someone it was always more fun to be single anyways because I had Kallie, Kelly, Lisa, and everyone else..and it was so much fun it just didn't effect me. But now its like I don't have that...I can't just "go out" with people who always cheered me up. I can ( Read more... )

I can't believe that Kelly, Alyssa, Gwen and Lisa are coming in less than 2 weeks. Its seems like just yesterday we were sitting in lovely 603 talking about them coming to visit me here. I can't wait to see everyone. I just wanted to tell everyone that reads these how much I miss and how excited to see those of you whom are visitng soon, the rest ( Read more... )

I definitely have some things to update on:

1. I <3 Lisa Erin Kubiak and Kallie Callahan Howell ( Read more... )

Life is good.It has taken some unfortunate things happening for me to realize what a great life I actually have. I have wonderful friends, great family, am going to a good school, have finally figured out what I want to do with my life (speech therapy minoring in education and possibly counseling), meeting new people, and LOVING the weather. I'm ( Read more... )

ok I'm done with the depressing entries, I swear! haha Things are going better. I still haven't scheduled my classes and school starts this week...ahh gotta do that tomorrow. My sisters bachelorette party was so much fun and my cousin invited me to go stay with her in her million dollar apartment in New York which is in the same building as Jimmy ( Read more... )

Why did I fucking have to leave? I don't get it. I fucking hate it. Why can't we just be happy with our basic needs, why can't I be happy? We don't know what we have until its gone. This is the reason hardly anyone ever reaches self actualization, its a fucked up process, fucking Maslow ( Read more... )

Today was really scary. I went on campus for the first time and was really overwhelmed. Cmu wasn't scary because I had visited it and I had friends going there, but this is a huge scary step and I really don't know whats going to happen. My sister wants me to take a year off and come and work in la with her, my mom wants me to go to school and as ( Read more... )

So excited, my diet is going so well and I feel totally different about it this time. Eating healthy and doing pilates everyday is working great. I have 2 months until my sisters wedding and if I keep this up then I will be 40 lbs lighter which is my goal at the least. Its different this time because its really for myself and no one else. I'm so ( Read more... )

Today I had a spa day. Nice, very nice. I got pretty "dorm-sick", I dunno if anyone else is feeling like that, but I'm really missing Cobb 603. My roomates especially. So to keep my mind off from that I've been shopping like crazy and reading the rest of the Shopaholic books I got for Christmas. I miss my saginaw crew so much, but I found out that ( Read more... )