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Today was really scary. I went on campus for the first time and was really overwhelmed. Cmu wasn't scary because I had visited it and I had friends going there, but this is a huge scary step and I really don't know whats going to happen. My sister wants me to take a year off and come and work in la with her, my mom wants me to go to school and as usual I have no idea what to do with my life. I was seriously thinking about going in fashion apparel and merchadising because its something I know that I would like, but I just don't know about jobs out there and my sister said if I want to go into something in that direction to just go into business so I really don't know. Things are frusterating I wish I could just go back in time to when things seemed more organized but I guess back then I was just avoided the unevetable.
There are so many things coming up and I feeling very nervous about all off it. But I am going to enjoy these next two weeks that I have off and try and clear my head because thats really all I can do I guess...
There are so many things coming up and I feeling very nervous about all off it. But I am going to enjoy these next two weeks that I have off and try and clear my head because thats really all I can do I guess...