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Ok so heres the deal. I have always had a support system. I felt like when I broke up with someone it was always more fun to be single anyways because I had Kallie, Kelly, Lisa, and everyone else..and it was so much fun it just didn't effect me. But now its like I don't have that...I can't just "go out" with people who always cheered me up. I can call them, which is still pretty good, but not the same. You come to a point in your life where you realize you need to be your own support system. I feel like I'm coming to terms with that. You have to be strong enough to realize the things you want and can achieve..and the things you don't want. Although I really miss my girls non-stop everyday, I think that its a good thing that I've learned that I can be my own support system(with minor phone help sometimes). I have so many good things to dwell on, its only some of the negative things that prevent me from being happy. We need to look at what we have, what is still obtainable in the future, and not the things that don't really matter in the end result. Life is good you just have to look at it in the right way.