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Mandy returned a whole bunch of my DVDs and I've been on a West Wing watching marathon which has led to me purchasing the final three seasons. So I've spent, like 200 bucks on DVDs in the past week ( Read more... )

I have a new cousin. Her name is Tegan and I have yet to see her but I'm excited to hold her. To everyone who is going to give me that look: THAT DOESN'T MEAN I WANT TO HAVE BABIES. I can enjoy them without ever wishing to have one of my very own. That said, it's sad that this baby's dad is a prick ( Read more... )

I love it when it rains hard like this, it makes me feel alive more than anything. The sound the rain makes is just beautiful ( Read more... )

I went to Jonathan's grave on Saturday for the first time since we buried him. I swear, it still hurts like it just happened a few days ago. And it just keeps getting worse ( Read more... )

Can you hate life and not really want to live it yet not be considered suicidal? Does being suicidal imply that there is a fantasy or an intent to kill oneself ( Read more... )

Back in Ontario. Back at the same job that I've been at for the past two years.

School is done. Mandy is coming to visit this weekend. My room is a fucking mess still. I need to send Alicia our phone bill, which is lost in my room.

Taking a summer class that started two weeks ago but I have yet to read anything. Yep, off to a great start this

Yay! I'm 21! My birthday kind of passed without too much of a bang ( Read more... )

I've been sick for the past three weeks. It was the normal flu, coughing all night, fairly high fever, stuffy nose, etc. Then last Monday my throat started to get sore again. So at the requests of Mandy and my mom, I went to health services. I have huge white sores on my throat with ridiculously swollen and painful lymph nodes. They said it could ( Read more... )

So I completely fucked up my entire first semester in a couple of days. The moral of the story is that the first couple of weeks of December can completely break all the work you've done in the three months prior. I pretty much feel physically ill now. And am now planning a partial fifth year at Laurentian because I NEED to get into grad school ( Read more... )