Jun 01, 2006 16:05
I went to Jonathan's grave on Saturday for the first time since we buried him. I swear, it still hurts like it just happened a few days ago. And it just keeps getting worse.
So, my parents think I should run for an executive board position at the Sons of Scotland Grand Camp in June to shake things up. It might be interesting and would look good on a resume. Of course, it would probably get in the way of school seeing as how every two months there's a meeting, usually in different province. So it would be like, "Sorry, professor, I can I hand that in later? I have a board meeting in Winnipeg that week." And I'm also Committee Chair of the rez yearbook, plus having my own apartment and attempting to do well in my last year of school.
Yeah, I could be busy in a few months.
Right now, I can't muster up the energy to do anything. I just feel all gross and sad. Blah! On the other hand, I just bought a ton of books for relatively cheap so I shall spend all my time reading. Oh, and I should probably do homework.